Feel Something - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I wish that I didn't miss you

Wish I could ignore your calls

It's harder when you're older

Because breaking up feels like divorce

Now I have to restart

But I don't know where to begin

I'd die a massacre if it means you could love me for a bit

If I'm gonna crash, might as well be amazing

If I'm gonna jump, let it be from the Empire State

I just wanna feel something

If I'm gonna drink, I'm drinking till tomorrow

If I'm gonna hurt, I want battle scars and bullet holes

I just wanna feel something

Give me a gift or a curse

See I let you play me but it was just a mirror of my self worth

I tried to follow

My own footprints in the sand

But if I'm going down, if I'm gonna love you

I'm gon' love you with a plan

If I'm gonna crash, might as well be amazing

If I'm gonna jump, let it be from the Empire State

I just wanna feel something

If I'm gonna drink, I'm drinking till tomorrow

If I'm gonna hurt, I want battle scars and bullet holes

I just wanna feel something

I hope it gets easier

I hope that you see

This whole time I was missing you

I was really missing me