Pre Therapy

By JIMANNI

On Escape

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[Verse 1: Yomii Adamz]

Brand new Chapter I sit back and I reminisce

Bout the stormy days but the cloud still hovers

When the pain gon' fade then my adolescence be bliss?

Spent so many years hurtin' under my covers

Sometimes I just wanna be all on my own

I don't need nobody I just want some time to find my brain

But people never understand they never feel my pain

Growin' up is a Trap and I'm just right in the zone....Hmmmmmm....

Bipolar Nigga got folks that couldn't deal with me

So they get they asses out I hurt 'em I don't know

Some be filled with hate but I never wished they would go ohhhh!

Really I don't give a fuck u gone it means you ain't real

Used to beat myself up thinkin' I was the bad one

U can't play with my heart,right now I don't have one

All my pain I put in these verses I'm up all night

But when the song is over I'm just back to square one

Like a fugitive I be thrown back to my cell

To these demons that hunt me feel like I'm livin' in hell

No matter how I run my past catchin' up to me

I still anticipate the day I'm gonna feel free


[Verse 2: Jimanni]

I remember when it was just me and the music

Too much on my mind I feel like I'm boutta lose it

It's like everybody wants a piece of me now

Gave 'em what they want and now they never reach out

Tell me what the fuck is happening

They just wanna see my actions

But that shit is distracting, yeah

I've been hiding, way too much that I've been fighting

I can't let you see that I've been crying

That's the reason I've been silent