Released on April 19, 2024

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[Intro]

Sweet relief like concrete

It lives under my dreams

Has more to lose than me


[Verse 1]

I can never see it any closer, temple full of vultures

Circling my brain like I left it to the worms

Scary vicious unrelenting birds, twisting up my words

I carefully scan my eyes

For something that I might've missed the prior thousand times

And god, I'm so afraid of what I'll find


[Pre-Chorus]

So I guess I've made my bed

And I can't lie to myself anymore

I've put myself through hell

I hear the bells

My hair is growing thin, my eyes are sunken in

And every morning shows how bad a keeper I have been


[Chorus]

Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz

Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs

Sick of nothing feeling like enough-nough-nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck

And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs

Shut up-up-up-up

Nothing ever matters 'til it does-does-does-does

Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the sun is loaded like a gun

And shooting venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood


[Verse 2]

I look too far ahead

Glitter in my irises from staring at the moon

It always calls to me, but I can't seem to say

Anything the wind won't carry away


[Pre-Chorus]

I can barely see you

Standing right in view of

Vivid apparitions who project themselves

Onto picture perfect cells

I can barely see you

Standing right in view of

Vivid apparitions who project themselves

Onto picture perfect cells


[Chorus]

Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz

Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs

Sick of nothing feeling like enough-nough-nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck

And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs

Shut up-up-up-up

Nothing ever matters 'til it does-does-does-does

Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the sun is loaded like a gun

And shooting venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood


[Outro]

I can barely see you

Standing right in view of

Vivid apparitions who project themselves

Onto picture perfect cells

I can barely see you

Standing right in view of

Vivid apparitions who project themselves

Onto picture perfect cells

I can barely see you

Standing right in view of

Vivid apparitions who project themselves

Onto picture perfect cells

I can barely see you (sweet relief)

Standing right in view of (like concrete)

Vivid apparitions who project themselves (It lives under my dreams)

Onto picture perfect cells (Has more to lose than me)


[Interlude]

Become the catalyst

Feel the chaos consume me until I consume it and take command

Command CHANCE

Command TRUTH

Command FEAR

Command RISK