Somebody told me, Somebody said

It's all in your head

I'm trying my best though

And all the memories, I try to forget those

I've been so cold

I've been thinking way too much cause I

Cause I

I don't wanna let go, don't wanna let go

Don’t wanna, don’t wanna let go

I shouldn't have let go

Cause it was so so cold

And now I'm so so broke

I could never apologize

I could never be the one that you fall to

Never be a fan that you fantasize me

Devil on my head is a stepping stone

But it just hurts that my body is numb

Hurts that I'm not enough

Words that you said

I'm trying to work on myself again

Is this how we end

I could never apologize

I could never be the one that you fall to

Never be a fan that you fantasize me

Devil on my head is a stepping stone

But you dead fucked up

How you get mad when I gave up

You saw it coming baby, you know what you did

What you done

You saw them lies through the bluff

I hope you're happy cause I'm never loving anyone else

I could never apologize

Thought you'd never, you promised lies

It’s been a colder winter

I've been sipping, I'm compromised

I'm feeling colder, weight on my shoulder

I'm breaking now we're getting older

Guess I don't know her, we breaking into pieces

Can't remake the puzzle

All these fucking reasons

We turned into this trouble

Changing with the seasons

I'm feeling like a puddle

Get to drinking up a puddle

I can't move a fucking muscle

I'm stuck, I'm going mad

She be asking why I'm sad

It's because of you

You fucking ruined what we had

It's because of you

And now I'm empty, broken hearted

Feeling farther from the person that I was

I disregarded all the warning signs

You fucking broke me to my core

I lost every bit of me

And you still asking for some more

What the fuck is that?

I left my heart up on the welcome mat

You fucked me over

And you thinking you are welcome back

Fuck you

Why the fuck I ever trust you

Push me to the side

And you still wonder what I'm up to

Nothing much

I'm drinking liquor and I'm popping subs

I'm downing everything so I can drown this broken love

Empty bottles

Tip it back to forget all my problems

I tip it back and I'm drinking it until it is hollow

I remember back when I thought this was perfect

I'm worse than I ever was before

This ain't worth it

I could never apologize

I could never say sorry for what you did

I can never go back to the way we lived

I can never go back to being alone

Cause you weren't there so I never could call you home

And all I wanted was us to just make it work

The more effort resulted in more hurt

I don't get it because it is getting worse

This type of loving becoming my biggest curse

I could never apologize

I could never be the one that you fall to

Never be a fan that you fantasize me

Devil on my head is a stepping stone

But it just hurts that my body is numb

Hurts that I'm not enough

Words that you said

Tryna work on myself again

I could never apologize