[Verse 1]

You should hide your money from me

Put the Amex in the ottoman

And then I won't remember

Because the Xanax and Klonopin

My lawyer told me that I really got to change my ways

And I'll be lucky if I don't end up in jail in a couple days

Because I done fucked up

To my family no surprise

And to come home and have to look my momma into her eyes

Man, it hurts

And the way I live is dangerous

One of those bloodshot dilated entertainers, I am

But don't really want them to see this

Have a seat and tell a friend welcome to my theatre

More like an arena the way these people are watching me

I bet on one finger you can count how many talk to me

Disgusted

Put my life up in discussion like

How much is he drinkin'

Who is it that Jezzy's fucking, not you

It's probably what brought the worrys up

And to be honest I wish that this bartender would hurry up

Mid-summers nights dream, drink it straight

Oh yeah, drink it straight until your wasted, okay

Now I bet you'll get deeper, hardly hold your body up

Your arms up on that pile of cedar

You're just too good, huh? Never went to college either

You're a certified fuck up, goals say you'll never meet them, 'tis the season

Already hate me? let me give you a reason, you never knew Jezzy?

We'll here's your chance to meet him

Look

You think a pastor's seen a lot of deaths?

I barely got any of my family left

Buy some candles down the road, but you going to send me on

Cause my vision is too blurred and these goals are trying to just set me off

O.D

O.D

Yeah, let this shit just get national

Put the camera on and with the needle when he's passing

Now my heart is on my sleeve if there's anything you should ask about

Dad, you always taught me the best

Now the only thing I have left is this necklace on my chest

And the drink that's on my desk and it's running up in my veins

Who knew when you fill out that it isn't box out all the pain

It's insane

I'm running out reckless up in this game

Screaming out a bunch of names and I'm lookin out where I hang

Just found out the fam do it, like tens years up in the jail

This shit is said and they didn't even set no bail

I don't know if I even care about myself anymore

All my life is in a bottle, all on my shelf and on my floor

And people knockin on my door and peaking in through my window

Just to make sure I'm alive living up in those lights are dim low

Crash cars get arrested, school not interested

My family fears on that wall that I'll never learn my lesson

That's a present to you

I try to care what people think

But I'm too selfish, I'll never pour it in the sink

I'll never take this knife about my hand

I'll never let her see another man

I'll never be the guy you all want me to

Cause I got demons and they still all haunt me too

They take my soul, they cut me up

So deep really isn't deep enough

I'll easen up and send bottle and a bullet

Gimme one more drink before go ahead and pull it, Jezzy