And I can feel the alcohol kicking in

But I'm not the Ieast bit proud of it

I became the woman you wanna be with about four minutes ago

Four minutes ago

And shameful as it is to admit

I'm in an existential crisis

But I'll be fine, just like I always am

And I can feel the alcohol kicking in

But I can't really write without it

I guess it's character immersion

And I know I've been someone they want to see

But I paid my faith as an entrance fee

I never stood up straight

I’ve just been staggering

So I might as well give in to the thoughts that haunt my sleep

So take me to the ravine

And I can feel the alcohol wearing thin

And I don't know when the light wеnt

I must have snuffed it out when I surrеndered it

And I know I had some good morals back then

But I'm not quite sure what I did with them

Cause I'm' getting old

I'm only 27, but I might as well be dead