I'm just trying to figure out who I want to be this week

Because I know it's not me, I know it's not me

I'm just trying to figure out who I want to be this week

Because I know it's not me, I know it's not me

No, contrary to your popular belief

I’ve been drowning in the depths

So far gone and so dark

That nobody can save me

I don't mean to sound impatient

Or hollow and insincere

But I've got postcards in my kitchen saying "l wish you were here"

I'm stubborn and ungrateful with the people in my life

Oh, I often want to off myself, but I don't quite wanna die

Oh, I’m not really who you say that I am

I'd be better off dead or living on the lam

I'm just trying to figure out who I want you all to see

Because I know it's not me, I know it's not me

I'm just trying to figure out who I want you all to see

Because I know it's not me, I know it's not me

No, contrary to your popular belief

I’ve been drowning in the depths

So far gone and so dark

That nobody can save me

Now the bathtub's running over

And the oven gas is on

And my last will and testament has already been drawn

So thanks for coming over, that was awfully nice of you

Feel free to shoot the messenger cause I'm just passing through

Nobody tells you selling your soul is what it takes

Cheers to everyone who thought that I would make it

While I'm just trying to figure out how I want you all to grieve

Because I know I gotta leave, I know I gotta leave

I'm just trying to figure out how I want you all to grieve

Because I know I gotta leave, I know I gotta leave

No, contrary to your popular beliefs

I'll be dead, before you even think

Oh, I'll be dead, before you even think

To save me