[Verse]

It's funny how the universe works, when I met you first I

Really didn't believe the term that they say

When it's love at first sight

All it took was a glance at you

View from a bird's eye

It's funny cause you had wings too

I seen it with my third eye

On second guess, path's was different

In the past I made some bad decision

But you never know until you try it

So I had to get it

I spent over two years crafting the mission

Only to find the love I did it for was missing

Or didn't match the vision

And that's a burden that's burning inside

Imagine the feeling

Of a brother you share the same passion with

Having to admit that you never really had it

You never really had it in the first place

When at the time all I could see was her having my kids

I'm ashamed

The perfect love story starts when my mother feels

That all this honest effort I'm putting towards music

Is in vain

Now tell me how do I explain

All my sleepless nights I'm expressing only to ease the pain

They tell me to be optimistic, I have yet to see a change

But I can't argue with her though

They say you ain't working if you ain't made no change

I put my heart and soul into this music

Not that I care for the fame

But there's bills that have to be paid

I took a thousand out my account to open for Elzhi

Just to make an impression on his fans

I jumped off the stage, I'm like damn

What if I don't land, this is crazy still took the chance

Thinking after the show I would get a record advance

Let's just say things didn't quite go as planned

Yeah, they loved the music but I only got a couple fans

But a friend that can relate to me

That's more important

Maybe not to the public when you're playing the numbers game

The closest ones to me that feel like I'm at their disposal

Got me thinking should I be a christian rapper

Or Trinidad James

I gotta make it... I found faith in Brittney Jaii

And I promised Mya I would fly her out from Maine to L.A

One day when my due's paid, gotta make it to Paid Dues

Just to show if you got a passion you keep you can't lose

Got a couple female friends that overcame cancer

And they'll tell you how strong the mind is if you would only ask them

I watched Jamal record a song that really touched my heart

I call Vé everyday to keep me level-headed

I skype a queen that truly believed in me from the start

I know a rockstar and to all of them, I'm forever debt-ed

And to the girl that's always been on my mind

If you listen I hope you know why I replaced the song

As if you really care though, but what gets me like a scare-crow

Is when I pop, I know you'll play it all the time

Just to tell your friends like "look he was in love

He even wrote a song for my birthday and stuff"

Well this is kinda closure just to let you and I know

That nothing's ever really over...

But this is kinda over

And to those that never really understood the mission

I completed now you get to see the terminal's my soul, bruh

And I made it back