Lust For Life - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Jet 2]

I clutter all of my pain into a puddle of emotion

I just hope you know that you're the only thing to keep me focused

Mind full of thoughts drowned deep into the ocean

To your soul, I'm so devoted, I'm just too afraid to show it

As the pain builds up, all the tears drop down

And smear all the ink on every single paper that I wrote this

Causing me to throw away the script and let my soul spit

I just wish that you could see my soul and

From that very moment that I looked you in your eyes

I noticed life is but a dream and I am so very alive

I noticed that feelings I always bottled up inside

Were just results of me refusing just to swallow up my pride

And now it hurts much, I wish I could rewind

And get another chance to show you how I feel inside

Just one more time... before I disappear

And losing you forever has always been a distant fear

I felt that you were young, don't wanna grow out of your heart

And watching you grow every second's always been the hardest part

You were my sunshine, and now you're just a stranger

I didn't realize I loved you 'til everything changed up

And nothing stays the same but my love for you remains

And when my heart was broken, I just gave you the remains

You mended all the pieces and neither of us noticed

And now I'm sitting here figuring ways that I could show it

See then, I didn't know it, that it would be this

That it would get this tough, I really can't believe this

And you were always there, but I guess I had it figured

When it all came down, you were all that I remembered

And I remember vividly every single moment

You would ask me to rap and by the second time, you'd know it

I remember writing poems around the end of September when you saved one

Asked me for one, it took me forever for me to make one

That was just for you... and now I make this song

Actually showing you love should never take this long

And I don't really know what I was waiting for

I just regret I had to wait this long... damn

(And now you're taken... and everything is changing)

Throw your ones up in the air...

Throw your ones up in the air for her

Throw your ones up in the air

Throw your ones up