[Hook]
I hate I think about you everywhere I go
And it shows that the heart is there
But things ain't what they seem
I know life ain't fair
We go through these things for a reason (repeat 2x)
[Verse 1]
And I'm just fighting through the pain of dreaming
It's been taking a while, but I still smile cause I believe that
We all have ups and downs that we go through and I can see that
The struggle makes you better, that's where you insert me at
Still got a bunch of emotions I seem to never show
Getting better by the second thinking will I ever grow
As an artist or even person or ever both
Tears falling down my cheek that I'll never know
Reasons why I never seem to escape my own demons
On a quest searching for peace wondering what's the meaning
Searching for answers I never seem to find
I guess the pain... just must be me then
Sitting to myself thinking
Could I heal the world with a song that I made on one sweet evening
I know that you can change your views but never change the fact
And I guess I'll find my answers when I play it back
[Hook]
I hate I think about you everywhere I go
And it shows that the heart is there
But things ain't what they seem
I know life ain't fair
We go through these things for a reason (repeat 2x)
[Verse 2]
Days digging deeper trying to be one with my words
So I can have something for the world to see
I'm feeling like a gemstone floating in the sea
Polished, but musical politics got me caught up inside the pollen
So to my dreams, I'm feeling microscopic
But every moment's a deposit
I take a little piece of my heart and drop it
In the music for the moments I wake up like this is not it
And this ain't cuttin' it, I need another option
So from all the fun days to the giving up phases
Conceptually everything is lyrical fund-raising
So from the rays in the sun, I can tell I'm the sun's raisin
You can ask Langston, I'mma make it through this poetic maze
I appraise of myself, evaluating my thoughts
And if they help the listener, I know that I am not lost
And if I'm still hurting, then I know that I am not done
If I put my all and go unnoticed, I know that I just won
[Hook]
I hate I think about you everywhere I go
And it shows that the heart is there
But things ain't what they seem
I know life ain't fair
We go through these things for a reason (repeat 2x)
[Bridge]
Watch as the story unfolds
Know you've been through a lot, will you reach all of your goals?
Truth is, your destiny is all in your control
And no one but you can define what's inside of your soul (repeat 3x)