[Verse 1]

Here I am, sitting in a room of broken thoughts

What is there to do when everything is gone and hope is lost (repeat 3x)

What type of self reflection is that?

Always thought everything would be different

While almost there, I took a step back

I guess we all love to dream of things we think we'll never have

[Chorus]

As I grow

I know it may seem crazy as fuck

But I don't think I can find a way

Away from it all

And I can see the reason why you're never sober

And every time you are, you feel the world is over

But we're just in a world that's trying to play

[Verse 2]

Feels like I've been doing this shit forever

Why am I still hungry, is it for love or fame?

Despite it all, I think I'm getting better

And if not, then I only have myself to blame

But this is just me and everything I think of

All of my emotions rounding up

Until someone comes around and I bottle up

I'm feeling like I'm still here, just out of luck

Lucky that I made it to this moment

'Cause someone somewhere is praying

That their family member will make the next day and

Sometimes I want to lose it, abusing this gift that I've got

That they call life

Sitting in a box inside my own mind

But right when I'm feeling that I'mma give it all up

Then my hope comes right on time like

[Chorus]2x