Pray - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I thought I wanted love

'Til you showed me what it was

I've never been colder

All this weight that I shoulder

It's a blessin' and a curse

Fuck the better, it's only worse

Wouldn't wish this on no one

It's one hell of a low one

We goin' up, we goin' down

We could run it back, we could work it out, but

Late at night, goin' out my mind

Prayin' that the sun don't rise, like

No, mm

Wakin' up, but wishin' that you don't

(Ooh, ooh)

It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know

(Ooh, ooh)

Up at night, drinkin' liquor like it's water

Wakin' up, knowin' I'm somebody's daughter, but

I don't know a lot about my father

Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no

I need some medicinе, this shit that my head is in

Got me thinkin', questionin', layin' in this bеd I'm in

Up at night, drinkin' liquor like it's water

Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no

Wakin' up, but wishin' that you don't

(Ooh, ooh)

It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know

(Ooh, ooh)

You might love the highs, but you ain't seen the lows

You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know

Woah

Wakin' up, but wishin' that you don't (Wishin' that you don't)

(Ooh, ooh)

It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know

(Ooh, ooh)

You'll never know, you'll never know

You'll never know