Shooting Up, Breaking Down

By Jesse Sendejas

On Into a Monster

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[Intro: Jesse]

Follow that sign then go to. You'll see another sign, take a right at that sign, and when you see the ne-. it's just like …


[Intro: Jesse & Marissa]

Faces around me, they keep rearranging

And I'm always stuck in square one

I find myself waking, confused, my head aching

And wondering, 'what have I done?' Well

We're out, we're out, we're out again

And in my sober mind, I realize just how stupid I have been


[Break]


[Verse 1: Jesse]

I spend the holidays alone because they only make me sad

My best friend is a six-pack, my best friend is a six-pack

My girlfriеnd is a cigarette, she makеs me so damn mad

But even so, she always takes my breath away


[Break]


[Verse 2: Jesse]

The lights are dimming, I'm in way over my head

I'm so exhausted but I just don't feel I'm welcome in my bed

Put fire to the phone book, and to everyone who's in it

Small talk makes me nauseous and it's trivial at best


[Chorus: Jesse & Marissa]

I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down

I'm terrified and want to hide away

I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies

This time, I fear my troubles may be here to stay. Yeah, maybe here to stay


[Break]


[Bridge: Jesse & Marissa]

How hard can I try? Goddamnit, time flies

Even when you ain't having much fun

Sleeping pills and whiskey, 'cause you wouldn't even miss me

And I can't afford to get myself a gun


[Chorus: Jesse & Marissa]

I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down

I'm terrified and want to hide away

I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies

This time I fear my troubles may be here to stay. Yeah, maybe here to stay


[Interlude]

I'm sad to say I feel like shooting up or breaking down

I'm terrified and want to hide away

I miss the days when we would speak in lullabies, this time

I fear my troubles may be here to stay


[Outro]


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