[Verse 1 : Jesse]

Where have you been? They're looking for you

Your brothers your sister, your Mom is there too

Worried half sick, cause lately ain't nobody really been hearing from you

Where did you go? Why did you leave?

The questions start to circle the room

Was it bout us? Was it about me?

More importantly, I haven't stopped thinking of you

It's tearing me down, you're building me up

Colors with patterns, I'm mixing em up

Painting our love but bending my trust

Fillin' my head, I think it might bust

Glowin' with energy, flowin' with synchrony

Fictitious patterns this feeling ain't make believe

Come to me baby thats right where you need to be

Matter fact, let yourself go, just fall into me

Cause I can hold your burdens,/ and I'll make you smile

I could lift you up, make it all worth while

I could let it go, it could all fly free

Or maybe some day I'll wake up and see that all of this was in my dream

That's make believe. but you make me believe

If this ain't real then i wonder whatever happened to me

Whatever's lost, I still ain't found it yet

Burning in my heart like an addicts carton of cigarettes

-Break-

[Verse 2 : Jesse]

And honestly, I remember your honesty

The way your eyes shined as you smiled at me

And The way it breaks my heart

Knowing how far - we've drifted apart

But it seems that's it, the fuckin' way she goes

Simplistic patterns stowed away with daily goals

Minds always racin, might just erase it

As I roll up on this green, the .40 sits adjacent

Choosing between, whats best for me

Herbal medicine or finding what it really means

Try and drown it out Or fucking accept it

Been losing my mind for months, and none of this stress is helping