[Intro]

Lemme open up

Lemme open up

[Verse]

Lemme open up my journal pages

Take it back to basics

Member back in the day when

Lived my life like a vagabond

Now we changing pages

I don’t feel like like my place is limited

To where my face is

Seen so many faces

Some have left, I’m thankful

Some have left me vengeful

Some had took my mental

Gas lit like it’s twisted metal

I played those games and got addicted

And now I live with trauma

What’s surprising is I love em like there wasn’t drama

Well maybe that’s my problem

Maybe I should get my pride up

Always tryna olive branch

When they don’t deserve it

The thought alone nervous

To be alone on purpose

I'd rather think of ways I could've been a better person

[Chorus]

My lessons help me learn that

Doing me is just better for me

And that’s important cuz that pressure to live up to things

Is not easy on me, not easy on me

Not easy on me

But lessons help me learn that

Doing me is just better for me

And that’s important cuz that pressure to live up to things

Is not easy on me, not easy on me

Not easy on me, not easy on me