I got bloodstains in my eyes

You're not here i feel alive

But I’m dying every night

So pull the fucking plug

I won't come back

Make my body disappear

Got demons breathing down my neck

If you ever fucking call me

Fill the cup up with some x-pills

I regret the juice and the white lines

I regret the blue lips, bad times

Wish me dead, I never die

Keep my blood racing

Didn't ever do it in time

I keep a bullet on the side

What you say?

Just in case I’m feeling alive

Heart scars, strangers

Fake smiles, cover up the danger

Long nights, break ups

Tamed love, caught up in the same spot

I got bloodstains in my eyes

You're not here i feel alive

But I'm dying every night

So pull the fucking plug

I won't come back

I keep a bullet on the side

What you say?