Lyin on the staircase I'm overwhelmed

I listen to myself cuz nobody else will, no

But it ain't about you

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So what do I do

Yeah, yeah

But now it's got me upset

Everything I say is a game and I'm losing

So much for being flawless

Thoughts keep coming to my brain I'm not choosing

And now it's got me hopeless

Doubting every word that I say

I prefer to be brave

But I'm learning to live in the moment

For so long I thought that I was perfect

For so long I thought that I was perfect

I made mistakes and I believed

That nobody was right but me

For so long I thought that I deserved this

Thought that I was perfect

I'm staring at the ceiling fan again

Round and round it goes like the thoughts that are runnin through my head

But I don't wanna fight in this war

Everything I do I'm feeling selfish

Why don't I like me no more?

Yeah, yeah, yeah

But now it's got me upset

Tears come streaming down my face as I'm screaming out

I'm puffin up my whole chest

Words can't keep up with my brain so I write em down

Am I supposed to hope less

If I cannot perfect than what's the point of working

It's page after page after page

And my pen is out of ink now

Yeah

I tried stretching I tried yoga

I tried partying and stunting, two times over

Thought I was living life perfect but I was so-so

Now I'm shooting for the stars, Han Solo

Life's better in the making, no promo

And give yourself a little grace, un poco

He be coming back soon, no slow poke

His love's free for the taking, pro bono

(Woo)

For so long I thought that I was perfect

For so long I thought that I was perfect

I made mistakes and I believed

That nobody was right but me

For so long I thought that I deserved this

Thought that I was perfect

For so long I thought that I was perfect

For so long I thought that I was perfect

Afraid to live, afraid to choose

Afraid to love, afraid to lose

So long I thought I deserved it

Thought I was perfect