[Verse 1]

This struggle

Been real, weight on my back

Raised in the dirt

Mama working 24

Still all this life we ain't never had jack

Fox on my tail

It seems that he's ahead

Am I really chasing him

This war in my head

So sour

Trying to get past to the sweet

Pass on seats in heat just to stand on my knees

Lord

It's always something

If it ain't the shower

It's the stove or the oven

Can't dispose of the trash

Cause the water turned off

Were sunk, trying to get up

But this world keeps flushing

I’m in this car, mothers in an ambulance

Feels like a Hurst

This can't be happenstance

Blood vessels burst

4 years after daddy passed

The very same way

This would be even worse

Oh my Lord

Took care of others

All of her life

Now she laid up, with a shut left eye

Weak on the right, sugar all over

Pressure sky high, Losing her mind

WHAT? 5 strokes?

Woman of faith here, ship sailed straight

No, not perfect, yet stood firm

Foundation was thrashed by waves

Talked about, betrayed, yet stayed

By Grace - saved

Lord I know we all have cups

Every man must sip, still this seems shot

Not shocked - just hurt to see her go through

More

Yeah, I am aware that no man’s immune

But Lord I feel this, though the spirits in tune

This flesh is weak, I seek comfort in you

Mind my mind, mine for thines, assorted truth

Find divine, in spite, of grime, search for you

Lord

There's need, theres pain, its dark

Fighting to stand, barely can walk

Tide rising high on multiple fronts

Lord be my strength, help me bear this Cross

[Hook 1]

Lord I'm Calling

Because I need you to strengthen me

I am worn out from the brawling

I'm fighting yet, the tension gleans

I’m in a war for my mind

And my might, it won't succeed

We are hurting, world is fallen, rotten

Lord please bring relief

You have all power, Father

So this hour

I submit my sight

I need you to be my eyes

Hear me as I Cry

[Verse 2]

This Struggle, Been Real

Recycle that tape

Weight on my back

Raised in this dirt

Wrapped in a wreck full of hex

Even my breath

Reeks from the taint

Wait

Hold On, Sat high, looked low

Before there was even a low, to look on

Way before, before it all came

This death certificate was shook on

See - by me all came to be

Alpha, Power Ranged from 3

Thee and we

Balanced, in mind, everything in its prime, aligned

In the cool of the day

Relationship abided, in came that snake

Jake

Stone cold, and Stunned

All of creation with hate

Wait

Pride polluted and tarnished perfection

Injected doubt broke trust with a question

Calmly Convoluted Commands to Reject it

Neglected stout hope lust insurrected

Affections reroute to self and Infection sprouts

Will Curse all with a sentence

Disobedience altered Direction

Now everything is fallen, dejected

A foul, to be called, an ejection

Upon all, the products, defected

Dark overall, now its all’s this complexion

Call disconnected

Now there’s a Dial Tone

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Love mourns

How’s that for injustice?

Being Crushed

For those who crushed us

By those who crushed us

Knowing they wouldn’t love us

Yet to reconnect to the still born

Elect, to interject his will, born

In a shack, where slop lays, and ills swarm

I’ll hang, blood drenched, my skin torn

I’ll Stand in-between

To get you to the source

Take the whole magazine

While My mother watches

So your mother can walk in

Give up the Caspe

To provide, everything

I’ll Bleed

[Hook 2i]

As you sit behind that wheel

War inside you cry

Broken hearted, humbled, weary

Tired of this life

Know your burdens I have carried

Let my yoke reside

Foundations of the earth

I had you in mind, so I

Bleed

To restore this from its fallen state

Bleed

Free your mind and cover you with Grace

Bleed

In Forever I have made a place

There’s now Power, you can overcome

When Ravens Cry Out My Name, I’ll

[Bridge]

Be Every thing you need

Joy, comfort, wisdom, peace

Resource, refuge, strength, indeed

Oh when you call on me I’ll

Don't be anxious or worry, I'll be

Your sound mind, power, relief

Fear not son, I'm all that you need

Oh when you call on me

[Hook 2ii]

Bleed

To restore this from its fallen state

Bleed

Free your mind and cover you with Grace

Bleed

In Forever I have made a place

There’s now Power, you can overcome

When Ravens Cry Out My Name, I’ll

[Hook 1ii]

I’m in a war for my mind

And my might, it won't succeed

We are hurting, world is fallen, rotten

Lord please bring relief

You have all power, Father

So this hour

I submit my sight

I need you to be my eyes

Hear me as I Cry