[Intro]

Yeah, I know my limits, and I want it so bad

I keep dreaming about it I wanna live it bad

How you call me fake? I keep everything at a distance

You don't know how to keep composure

[Chorus]

This not a fantasy we live it right now

I failed so many times, and I'm finding out how

Everything I look up to be hating me now

I feel so alone just gonna do my own vow

[Post-Chorus]

Yeah

I keep having doubts, I hate all these habits how I do it everyday

I can feel my brain rotting it's like this everyday

Now it's like a blur I feel as if I'm child's play

[Bridge]

Yeah, wooo

Find my own way

Yeah, wooo

Find my own way

[Verse]

I'm gon 'roll it up and smoke it like I'm Fetty Wap

In love with the money I ain't never letting go

Say you gon' "steal everything," but all you do is fap

We been talking bands and selling shit like mangoes

Oohh

I just wanna cop a million bands

Laugh at me I'm Filipino I know

Hold on to my soul with one strand

We gon' make it glo with one blow

[Chorus]

This not a fantasy we live it right now

I failed so many times, and I'm finding out how

Everything I look up to be hating me now

I feel so alone just gonna do my own vow

[Post-Chorus]

Yeah

I keep having doubts, I hate all these habits how I do it everyday

I can feel my brain rotting it's like this everyday

Now it's like a blur I feel as if I'm child's play