[Verse 1: Jelly Roll]

Every day's harder, been trying to change

But lately I really been feeling the urge

Dealing with demons, been hearing 'em speaking

And popping this shit just to deal with the nerves

And I don't know who I am anymore

Feel like the past is knocking at my door

Bound by these chains, my old habits won't let go of me

I'm somewhere between the man I was and who I wanna be

Struggle with recovery, tryna find inner peace

Tryna find a way to quit my need to feed the inner beast

And my back's against the wall

And I could lose it all

There's a freedom that's involved

Every time I fall

[Chorus: Jelly Roll]

Hopeless

Why do I always feel so hopeless?

I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it

This addiction I keep feeding

I can't have this feeling

I know I'ma need a freedom

But I'm hopeless

Why do I always feel so hopeless?

I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it

I could fly away this evening

But I don't wanna overdose

[Verse 2: Still Matthews]

Now it's four in the mornin' and I'm up here feeling lonely

Inside this fucking head of mine and you don't even know me

I'm over you, but I ain't over you

Wake me up, I've been dreaming

In and out of love, I'm leaning

Feeling like a fucking pea praying

A relapse just might heal me

I'm overdue, being over you

How could you love me? How can you hate me?

How come I don't give a fuck?

[?] is in me

And I got one hell of a buzz

High as a fuck, light that all up

Substance are fighting in us

Put it on you, put it on me

I'm all in, calling your bluff

[Chorus: Jelly Roll]

Hopeless

Why do I always feel so hopeless?

I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it

This addiction I keep feeding

I can't have this feeling

I know I'ma need a freedom

But I'm hopeless

Why do I always feel so hopeless?

I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it

I could fly away this evening

But I don't wanna overdose