[Verse 1]

Nothing is like we used to

Everything changes

In my brain is a sick child

Every bit inside

Everything is tiled

Lord knows

I'm defiled

Broken in pieces

On rewind

I'm a giver and a sinner

I'm a loser and a winner

I was born 87

I'm a street child

I got a bucked full of gold in my head

Fuck what everybody says

I'm in love with myself

There is no one who could ever love me like I love myself

Like a mental patient, every body laying on me, all thesе conversations

Like a sanitation, I'm the ill in еvery pain, I'm medication

Same shit different ages

Fuck friends all the same shit

I smile since my facelift

Lie never ages

Violence and hatred

Human beings ain't shit

We destroy everything and blame the

Other for what we've done and claim we

Are smarter then the animals

Believe that we can't settle to

Have peace in this millennium

We to greedy to be credible

[Chorus]

My addiction

Is to be high

All the way up

Until I see god

I'm an addict

Suicide fanatic

I will never give it up

Long live the habit

[Verse 2]

How am I supposed to live?

I got a degree in depression I'm an addict

What am I supposed to feel?

How am I supposed to chill?

I live in pain shedding tears for all the grief that I have to deal with

Surrounded by silence

Growing up in war

Talking to the dead

Playing with the corps

Laying on the floor

Like the paintings on the pall

Of the Sistine Chapel

I'm elected by the lord

I'm dancing with the devil

On a different level

I've been bullied since I left my moms womb

I am mental

I don't pay attention

No I'm not listening

I have these visions

My ventriloquists

Are above and beyond

I am guided by the gods

Enlightened by the lost

Souls, of those

Who spoke, of hope

Why do we have to hate?

Those who do the most to make it to a

Better place. Chasing better days

Better days

I grew from the concrete

Like the rose through

The dirt and the mud

God bless the dead too

I am lost in the woods

Bear feet

I am running, through the earth

Trick and treat

Everything I

Do is a beat

Composed by

The beauty and the beast

In me

I got it in me

I'm in love with faith

I'm Depressed

I'm an inmate

Of my feelings

And the way I

See things

Through my third eye

[Chorus]

My addiction

Is to be high

All the way up

Until I see god

I'm an addict

Suicide fanatic

I will never give it up

Long live the habit

[Verse 3]

My heart is black

Because when I love

I love everything

And everything that I love

I love to death

Life is a therapy session

Dealing with pain and obsession

Why do we lie?

Why do we try?

To hide everything until the day we die