[Verse 1]

Living my life in the darkest room

Got skeletons that come out with the moon

Making friends with the werewolves, got bracelets

Reminding me of everything I do when I'm alone

Like questioning who I am, if I'm really who I've been

Turn off the lights, spark the device

Scan a million sites for life

I'm addicted, I'll admit it, but can I just say

That I hate it, but I love it, well else can a man say

Now I'll return to the previous mention

Like roll a dice and create seven dimensions

Of course I am, Abed

My mind can't figure what I feel and what is real

Am I sane, am I to blame, God I feel so damn ashamed

These feelings that I feel I feel there's no one to relate to

It's probably me though I hate being an issue

Instead of people, music became my tissue

[Verse 2]

Depression got my writing these rhymes take it as a sign

I'm on the path to divinity just can't rewind

Praying to a god that I've never even spoke to

Hoping in my mind that I find words to provoke you

To action like a Terminator, Bay film

Improve your life, then go on out there and kill em'

I'm not there yet, but damn man I'm working

Give it a couple years, man I feel it irking

All day, all night, early morning, late fight

My battle up against thoughts of recurring sin

Telling me you're no good boy, you keep typing

That's respectable and good for the layman

But my mind be telling me I'm a creative kingpin

So when you listen to this beat that I'm about to drop

Remember it and reminiscence when I'm the fucking reason

Yeah, when I'm the fucking reason

[Pre-Hook]

So there it is, all my tears, every ounce of sadness

I know it's good but keep in mind it represents my madness

The grandeur, it's rancorous despair that's kept me

Gasping for life until this music gave me air "GASP"

[Hook]

I've always felt like I had nothing to give

I've always felt like I had nothing to offer

I told myself I was a pitiful kid

I'd never be the one that people sought after

But I know that's all in my mind

I figured out, there's royalty in me

Now I know I'm all on your mind

It's the effect of my creativity