Released on July 9, 2021

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I get tired every now and then

Tired every now and then

Oh every now and then

I get tired every now and then

I get tired now and then

I'm sick and tired of being tired of being tired

Downplaying it to now and then is how I'm wired

Spending life living this cycle but what's the cost?

Ironic the only thing that I found is that I'm lost

In the maze's middle just running around

But now it phases little and I stop and sit down

I don't feel I'll get out soon enough thinking what's the cause of this?

I got that acceptance letter in '17

And I said goodbye to everything

I went through in high school

After graduation I lost my cool

Was excited to get started at the U

Thought it'd get me ready for the game and it would help me start anew

But I'm sitting out of bounds and never on the field

And no matter what, the debt will accrue

I felt like my hope was lost at 21

I was having a crisis, life is done

I was trailing behind, I was trapped in my head

I got out of it for a bit but it turned into dread

Kicking in just as soon as I got out the bed

And the voice inside of me intervened and said

You need to prime your engine, convert yourself catalytic

All these toxins, write it down, that could fix it

Then move on

Twenties in my own eyes

My vision is clear and it isn't

And I fear as I peer to the distance

But it's the only way to go right?

It goes c'est la vie or say lovely

I wanna see the future first

But first

I get tired every now and then

Tired every now and then

Oh every now and then

I get tired every now and then

I get tired now and then

Still got a long way to go

Things could go up from here though