Why do I stay frozen in time?

And closed in my mind?

When I'm supposed to fill with life the most in the prime

Why's the demon's footsteps closing on mine?

I hold it inside until I code it in rhyme

Fate is mixing up my feelings, how do I move my muscle?

How do I make a decent choice? One that won't slow the hustle?

I wish that I could see a sign to take away the trouble

God created a language barrier and made it subtle

I want to fly away and go far

My destination seems to grow far

Want me to burn myself with no scar

Want me to burn myself with no scar

How come they tеll me that I should be happy with struggle whеn income's the outcome?

It don't help that I've still got darkness to outrun

And hard to maintain faith that could move a mountain

I'm struggling to even get finished this verse

I've been losing the words, view distorted for two years

Not used to feeling this way, I am new here

I write this shit down so as soon as I'm through here they're souveneirs

(I got it) Head in my hands cause I break my neck

(I got it) Fighting myself just to stay in check

(I got it) dissatisfaction, internal cries

(I got it) family has noticed with distant eyes

I want to fly away and go far

My destination seems to grow far

Want me to burn myself with no scar

Want me to burn myself with no scar

I don't want to be a nihilist or pessimist

I feel the culture, what we call it, makes us desolate

It feels inevitable, it can't be destiny

I've got so many people trying to see the best in me

I have a burning question

Where'd my mother's father go when he turned to Heaven?

Is he guiding me to help me learn a lesson?

Is he trying to help me learn the right direction?

Can he deliver me from burnout and put my faith in my possession?

(Let me know)

I want to fly away and go far

My destination seems to grow far

Want me to burn myself with no scar

Want me to burn myself with no scar