[Intro]

Showing you my emotions

Tears droppin' down the ocean

Showing you my emotions

My heart is open

Anxiety I'm totin'

[Hook]

Showing you my emotions

Tears droppin' down the ocean

My heart is open

Can't let 'em demons in

Anxiety I'm totin'

Gettin’ too frozen

Girl's a demon

Wears a halo inside her soul

Hide it so you won't know

Has anyone noticed

Life sometimes is bogus

And you look soulless

Outside's looking perfect

Inside hurts, roses

[Verse 1]

New me, talkin' 'bout those things

Long way, I came here by instincts

Feel likе I'm faded

Can't estimate thе distance

Been through some mismatches

And it ain't feel patched

I heard, Satan laughed

Maybe I take his breath

'Cause I don't give a fuck

When life tastes like death

Seems to be a giant maze

And there's no escape

I really hate it

Let me be honest

I can't change it

I'm not tough enough

To get through changes

I'm not chainless

They're always holding me back

A cold breeze is hitting my neck

Spider sense, I feel, I'm getting attacked

That's why the facades tinted, heart's black

No, you can't get it back

If it's that easy

Anxiety won't be stuck in my head

And I won't feel so damn dead

But don't get me wrong

I'm not always sad

I got trophies in my shelf

The first one was Satan's head

I'm fighting on my own

You can't hold me back

Fighting with own decisions

Maybe found my own religion

Find myself on a mission

Mom declared me missing

But I'm always on your side

In the dark, I'm hissing

Googling for this symptoms

But it's kinda simple

Stress the reason for those pimples

Though I hate being basic

Need the thrill I chase it

And one day I'll make it

Need to contemplate it

But don't need to tolerate it

There are some reasons to hate it

There are some reasons to make it

There are some reasons to chase it

There are some reasons to face it (oh)

[Hook]

Showing you my emotions

Tears droppin' down the ocean

My heart is open

Can't let 'em demons in

Anxiety I'm totin'

Gettin’ too frozen

Girl's a demon

Wears a halo inside her soul

Hide it so you won't know

Has anyone noticed

Life sometimes is bogus

And you look soulless

Outside's looking perfect

Inside hurts, roses