Second Guessing

By JCO816

On MKII

Released on January 16, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Look

Had a job since a freshman

Straight out of middle school, I started progressing

Everybody hated now they being respectful

I put my head down and now I’m making my schedule

Like ha

What a turn of events

Kick back, relax and then I burn up a spliff

I ain’t a crazy motherfucker murdering kids

I'm tryna kill some fucking beats that I can turn into hits

But

Feels like I’m writing the same shit

Over and over, it’s like I’m working the same shift

I’ll make it to the finish with the people I came with

I promise I’m fire but now if only I stayed lit

Then maybe I’d make it

I’m dreaming afar

Each year just seems repeating

I’m increasing my scars

I'll get a team full of stars

I see these streets full of cars

They got me always second guessing

But at least I’m in charge

I need to focus on what really matters

Not no silver platter

Fuck a butler, Imma cut my vocals

Lemme at ‘em

And it’s a lot to fathom

Feel like I’m caught and backwards

I’m never on some downers

But always the party crasher

Often a bossy bastard

Is locked in a coffin, Pastor

Is talking, I’m lost and battered

But hardly the softest rapper

I find I’m always after

In fact, it’s all disaster

Adamantly adding every asshole to my Alcatraz-tic

Prison in my mind, they act complacent

I’m glad I made it

But had to fake it, the last vacancy’s back, I’ll take it

Then make my ass adjacent

And now my aspirations

Through the fucking roof and the attic’s spacious

So add a basement

I understand that you’re mad and chasing

You’re after paper

I’m actually saying, you that invader

To smash a saber

Feel like I’m Vader and after that

I'mma smack the savior

Right off his throne, i'mma make it known

I got bad behavior


[Bridge/Pre-Chorus]

Yeah

I wanna run this

Show up in your city

Show your people how I run shit

Don’t make assumptions

Carrying myself like a semi

Better run, bitch

Yeah

I wanna run this

Show up in your city

Show your people how I run shit

Don’t make assumptions

Carrying myself, heavy lifting

Better run, bitch


[Chorus]

What you think about to happen

When you stay hella stressin

What you think about to happen

When you always second guessing

What you think about to happen?

What you think about to happen, huh

What you think about to happen

When you always second guessing


[Verse 2]

Question

Why you always do this to yourself

Undercover, I’m fucking stubborn

Don’t need your help

You gonna bluff it, so run up off it

The team is built

I’m on so often, it’s not uncommon

Achieving belts

Pull up in the whip and you receiving welts

I got 18 and now a 3 is dealt

I’d like a peek at Hell

To see if he can tell

Get up to the t-o-p so we can see repeating wealth

I'm finally back in the country

Mark my words it was the last of my money

I had to take a little dip, it got me sicker than shit

But me, D, G and Nick finessed a pen and some spliffs

It was a great experience

Like I was swimming with rays

Oh wait, that actually happened

And I was swimming for days

Between the weed and the burn

I knew I looked like I’m blazed

Security would lurk at me

They probably thought I was crazed

But


[Bridge/Pre-Chorus]

Still

I wanna run this

Show up in your city

Show your people how I run shit

Don’t make assumptions

Carrying myself like a semi

Better run, bitch

I wanna run this

Show up in your city

Show your people how I run shit

Don’t make assumptions

Carrying myself, heavy lifting

Better run, bitch


[Chorus]

What you think about to happen

When you stay hella stressin

What you think about to happen

When you always second guessing

What you think about to happen

What you think about to happen, huh

What you think about to happen

When you always second guessing