And as I enter the space I was grateful for

The howls of distorted memories spread ear to ear

Like the tense and horrifying sound of cut life support

Knocking your head out as you wait for the metro at midnight

Makes you wish that you could spend this night at home

While still coping with the consequence of your own being

Cuz' I know that once I feel okay, it's off with my head

May the error come and make it feel like everything's about to change

But the hope only lasts as much as the dark wants it to

With time, it becomes more and more teethcrushing

When you come to a point you realize that friendly fire won't burn out quick

It will hit you right where it hurts and leave you at the starting line

You can only tell yourself that at least you tried - either too hard or too less

But... maybe as you have that one last look in the eyes

You see the last tears on satin dry out

It's time to fight the terror of your past