SOBER - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

When we got comfortable I wish I didn't talk that much

Cuz' even if I cared about you, you said it was bad

Well, maybe I just lost control, but you're the reason why

I've been crying my whole days and whole nights

If I'm brutally honest, I felt we were wrong

But something about us felt like home somehow

You can find my house, you can knock on my door

But I won't open them tho

New Year's Day came and you let me know that you were not sober

Sitting in your room alone, you were lonely, but you never meant it

You probably don't know what you said and what you did that day

I got hurt, I know, maybe it's my blame

It's my fault, I fucked up, Cuz' for you I was not enough, -ough

You were so loveable, but still were heartless everytime

I tried to make a move, I understand that you had tried

To stop me from that to just tell me we will not work out

But you should do it in a normal way not fucking me up

We were just something you could break, but I still couldn't tho

Cuz' I had hope, but it was gone with a single "no"

She got you, man, I hope you're well

She probably don't know what you did back there

If I'm brutally honest, I felt we were wrong

But something about us felt like home somehow

You can find my house, you can knock on my door

But I won't open them tho

New Year's Day came and you let me know that you were not sober

Sitting in your room alone, you were lonely, but you never meant it

You probably don't know what you said and what you did that day

I got hurt, I know, maybe it's my blame

It's my fault, I fucked up, Cuz' for you I was not enough, -ough

I know they seen my break-up, they seen what we had done

All I could do was break down, I almost went away from this world

I'm psychopathic and unreal

Baby, just tell me what you feel when you look at me

When I'm free of your demons

New Year's Day came and you let me know that you were not sober

Sitting in your room alone, you were lonely, but you never meant it (meant it)

You probably didn't know what you said and what you did that day

I got hurt, I know, maybe it's my blame

It's my fault, I fucked up, Cuz' for you I was not enough, -ough, -ough