[Verse 1]
You were holding me close when I was falling apart
Been saying "it's all good", but what is with us now?
It's over not even after two short months
You felt so cold, so I was keeping you warm
While you were getting higher, you've been letting me down
It's fucked up that I tried to hide the truth
[Pre-Chorus]
When I'm stressed, then I can't breathe
Sometimes think "am I me?"
You made me hate myself
I can't make it to you, can't you see?
[Chorus]
Endless chapter in our lives, endless moments in our minds
Endlеss fears, "will I be loved?", еndless thinking about our lives
Endless chapter in our book, closed and thrown around the room
Endless hoping you are still okay, while you're probably cursing out my name
[Verse 2]
I was always so stupid, but I got to the point
When I am 15 and I know what I know
You got a good mess, but a bad, bad life
The truth is I'm a giver, without me you would die
You wonder why I write this shit, but this shit is truth
Got thrown out by me, so I give it to you
I know what you were thinking, I think you're a big bitch
"You like me, but like what the hell, it doesn't mean it's much"
You're acting like you brought me here, but you didn't bring yourself
I lived in a heaven, now it's hell, uh
[Chorus]
Endless chapter in our lives, endless moments in our minds
Endless fears, "will I be loved?", endless thinking about our lives
Endless chapter in our book, closed and thrown around the room
Endless hoping you are still okay, while you're probably cursing out my name