Worthless

By JayteKz

On Anhedonia

Released on October 25, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Yeah

Take a deep and careful look in my eyes

Can you recognize my demise

Can you tell that I'm dead inside

Can you tell that I dread this life

The best advice that I ever took

Was no advice cause I never took

The words of those who ain't in my shoes

See their views are so misconstrued

You think that I choose to feel this way

Tell the truth man I feel ashamed

I look at myself with pure disdain

I wish there was help to cure my brain

Trapped in my head I feel detained

Trapped in my head I feel restrained

Ask if I'm dead, I'll tell you yes

There is no heartbeat within my chest, no


[Chorus]

If I choose to leave what would you say

Would you hold onto me and keep me safe

I feel like nobody really cares

I'm screaming out for help but no one hears

If I chose to leave would you regret

The things you never did and never said

I'm sorry if you realize too late

I guess I was just impossible to save


[Bridge]

Ouuu na-na-na-na

Ouuu na-na-na-na

Ouuu na-na-na-na

Ouuu na-na-na-na


[Verse 2]

Yeah, I feel disconnected and out of touch

So dejected and fucking crushed

Feel rejected from those I love

Feel neglected from up above

I call to God but get no replies

Now I'm questioning if he's a lie

If he exists will he let me die

If he exists will the hurt subside

I'm out of words to describe this pain

I write a verse so it's not in vain

I got this curse flowing through my vains

On the verge of blowing out my brains

Zero words can encapsulate

This agony that I have to face

A sad disgrace till' my final days

I can't escape my suicidal ways


[Chorus]

If I choose to leave what would you say

Would you hold onto me and keep me safe

I feel like nobody really cares

I'm screaming out for help but no one hears

If I chose to leave would you regret

The things you never did and never said

I'm sorry if you realize too late

I guess I was just impossible to save