Caught in a moment I still never noticed
My only one motive is always stay focused
I know I'm the boldest my heart be the coldest
They call me devoted I have no opponent
Why did I hear that you snitched
I put my trust in you you lost it quick
DTB for life I can't trust a bitch
I got no choice but to empty the clip
Thoughts up in my head emotions making way
Feel like I am dead no emotion in my face
Wishing I can rest guess I'm stuck in place
Fantizizing death I can't stand the wait
Weight on my shoulder it get heavy by the day
I'm never sober drugs take the pain away
Heart it gets colder just thinking bout the pain
Popular loner they think that I'm insane
It feels like that nobody love me
Gun in my hand while I'm sipping this bubbly
Bitch I can't believe that I let you take from me
You was just using me bitch you ain't funny
Deep thoughts it's that kinda night
I can't trust a bitch if she lie to me twice
I feel like theres nobody right
I'm stuck in this world think I'm wasting my time
A lot on my mind and I can't even say it
Feel like a whole in my heart where the pain is
Feel like I'm living two lives like the matrix
Wish for the days to look back say I made it
Pray to my God like do you even listen
Pain in my heart and you seem to be missing
DTB 4 life I'm keeping my distance
Dont trust nobody not even my mistress
I guess I got trust issues
The only thing that I can trust is my pistol
But even then it won't take away the pain when I kiss you
Fuck all this pain but it hurt cuz I miss you
I gave you my money I gave you my time
I gave you attention I opened my mind
You were the one singing all of my lines
You claimed that you loved me but you was just lyin
Remember when you use to flex me to your friends
Always talkin bout one day we'll get a benz
Always prayed for better days thatll be ahead
Remember when you use to scream my name in bed
I got a lot on my mental
But nobody knows I keep that in my head tho
I'm holding this anger in it just won't let go
Theres nobody left I'm stuck hearing my echo