Why do I keep going with this

LooLoo You don’t even know about this

I was the one who kept loving with a heartbreak

When a broad came when I travel to lost states

I use to be a nice guy

I was the one who would sit in my room and cry

Begging these girls to take me back

When they were the ones who left me (why)

I don’t know, that was before I found myself

Always depressed with terrible health

When I was a kid a found a noose

And thought in my head to go hang myself

Not cause of a girl, because of my life

Everything should’ve just ended that night

But something told me to put up a fight

Yuh, I use to have self doubt

Then I figured out that’s not my route

So I picked my head up and started getting buzz

Now everyone around is asking for clout

Even the ones who left me hurt

Came back around that shit won’t work

I done came to far to reflect on the past

I don’t need y’all back, cause I made my worth

Haha, it’s funny I remember when I didn’t have any money

Now all I girls that use to love asking me to put dick I’m their tummy

Dummy, how you don’t know that you’re fake

When I told me that my raps would quake

And I was just better off doing nothing

Bitch you’re pathetic I became a King word

I just needed some closure

Soon I’ll be pushing a rover

This conversation is over

Time for me to spit some nova

I don’t have no time please get out my mind

You fucking up my grind I need to get what’s mine

I have nothing to say so get out the way

There’s no time to play you service no purpose any way

Soon I’ll be pushing a rover

This conversation is over

Time for me to spit some nova

I just needed some closure

Yuh, I needed you, you were so fake and just ran from the truth

How you gon tell me you wanted me dawg and a couple days later still acting a fool

You the one telling cut off the music and wait up for you

I’m waiting to lose

Soon I’ll be counting my checks with the homies

While you get up early to work for a fool

I’ll be standing my ground

Working all night to get to my crown

Only hit me up to ask for some rounds

But was too blind to see that I’m down

Cover my scars with tattoos now

I don’t know why I kept you around

You don’t know shit about my past

That’s why I’m always keeping you last I’m just saying

I don’t have no time please get out my mind

You fucking up my grind I need to get what’s mine

I have nothing to say so get out the way

There’s no time to play you service no purpose any way

Soon I’ll be pushing a rover

This conversation is over

Time for me to spit some nova

I just needed some closure