Scared

By Jaylebre

On Y.I.N

Released on August 7, 2023

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I keep on running

I keep on running

Cause I'm scared

I keep on running lately

I keep on running

Cause I'm scared

Sometimes I

Sit back and I

Look at old times

I know you think

About me all the time

You love to front

For me I'm all blind

(I see the light)

So excuse me

I feel everything

And nothing

At the same time

I say I'm over you

And jealous

At the same time

I can't confront

The way I feel

Rather remain blind

They ask me

If you still feel me

I said I try not to

Think about it

Cause, if I ask I

Might not love the answer

If u say yes

How would I feel?

If it's a no

I wouldn't like

How I feel

For once I just wanna get

Something that's rеal

But everytime that

Thе going gets tough

It's always one thing

That gets revealed

See I got problems

And I don't need

Anyone just to

Solve em'

Cause I work on myself

Everyday

I guess some other people

Wanna stay where they at

And other people

Ain't even the same

They looking at the patterns

All the pain

How I react

But can they stop and think

Bout what done caused it?

I guess it's only me that

I could blame, for that

I guess it's on my choices

Gotta solve em'

Said I'm overcompensating

For the very mere fact

That momma ain't the type

To say she love me

And now a young nigga

Felt the pain from that

I guess she means well

I know she love me

I keep on running

I keep on running

Cause I'm scared

Of everything that's happening

Everything that I feared

I gotta keep running

I'm trapped all inside my head

Look I used to see myself dead

2021 was pain ridden in my bed

I tried to commit

I got a text on my phone

Message from my cousin

Then I felt I'm not alone

Sometimes when we talking

You could sense my tone

But it ain't nothing personal

I'm glad that we friends

And as for rauxse

I never knew why we had to end

And rasta i hope you find yourself

A good man, loyal to my debt

I deserve what i want

My problem is

I put everybody else

In the front

The problem is everyone

Thinks they know what they want

And even when I'm scared

I still go for what I want

Running cause I'm scared

You'll never be happy

Distracting yourself instead

My heart beat pounds

It's crowded

Inside my head

And it's all my fault

I know I should've stayed alone

And now I'm scared

Scared

Scared, I keep on running

Cause I'm, hmm

Running cause I'm scared

Scared