ONINE

By Jaydizzy

Released on December 25, 2019

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I remember '09

Livin life good times

Now anxieties plague my mind

I've Found my remedies cost time

So I just spin rhymes to rewind times

Through my mind's eyes like

Check it set it way back

A short stack, with a couple lackeys

I was always distracted

Couldn't hear teacher I was busy tapping

Being the type to ace despite dysfunctions

Ignoring instructions, I was always stunting

Attention Wanting

The Fastest on the math sheets

And Newest on the track teams

But Not a lot got passed me

Watch me take on my fast beats

Like a sponge I just absorbed

I Worked on the core skills

My kills were grunge rappers dirty

Wearing diapers mumble in every Cypher

At 10 years old I had my best Bros

From up and down the west coast

Always moved but

Stayed connected

Through our State connections

Abstained from flexin' and

Pushin' questions

Retrained all my weapons

Wouldn't want to flex it

If I didn't learn the lesson

And now I'm flexin' the reflection of affection in succession from successes, bitches - I'd call that inception

I Got

Colors and shapes

Numbers and dates

All those fundamentals came into distorted waves

Fried brainwaves even way back in the day

Couldn't stop writing in school any how

So I said I wanna rap for pay now

Grabbed a team, I made, how?

I don't know, but I'm looking forward now

To the crowds and all the loud festivities

A shroud to go out and see the best in me

The open mics, open to like anything, and I might just be, the next best thing, you listen to me, it's like sipping nice tea or an Icee, it's so nicely presented and scripted

A Pain in the ass

I might be

Talented and Gifted

My Brain halves are a TAG team

Sometimes I'm not actually listening

I tend to disconnect

That's from factually ascending

I'd fend for the B-Ball net

But it's unfortunate

I was born with my head up to adult height

I'm Growing downwards

Hoping to touch the ground one day

I hope to level out, and find a whole crown

Similar to what my childhood found

A round type of clown, I got it all down

I remember '09

Livin' life good times

Now anxieties plague my mind

I've Found my remedies cost time

So catch me spinnin' raps to rewind times through my mind's eyes like

Check it set it way back

Laying in bed can't relax

I want a snack but then I'd

Have to run back

Cold air piercing fiercely fearing

Feeling air wear Irrational fears

Everywhere I veered from weird

Entered chemistry years found

I liked brief cheer from my peers

I rapped for three, nearly

Blood sweat and tears

Every nights a simulation

Sleep consists continuations

Of my life, I'm makin' strides in my dreams

Astral projection but for keeps

Straight A's then the B's till I C

A fact free career absent from a school

Year curriculum keep sane from my creative situations