Released on May 15, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Never saw this comin'

You said you were all in

Wouldn't call this livin'

No, we're just coexistin'

Ignorin' all our problems

Isn't gonna solve 'em

But you still wake up next to me


[Pre-Chorus]

I play it off like I'm cool

I make it look like we're good

Everyone askin' 'bout you

Smile it off like I should

Can't get away from the truth

I wish this feeling was new

When I get thinking of you


[Chorus]

I'm sad as fuck

It might look like love

So why's this so tough?

Yeah, I'm sad as, I'm sad as—

Fighting too much

Not talking enough

This feeling sucks

Yeah, I'm sad as, I'm sad as, I'm sad as—


[Verse 2]

Talk as though we're healin'

Like it's what we're needin'

But we just keep repeatin'

Words have lost their meanin'

Ignorin' all our problems

Isn't gonna solve 'em

But you still wake up next to me


[Pre-Chorus]

I play it off like I'm cool

I make it look like we're good

Everyone askin' 'bout you

Smile it off like I should

Can't get away from the truth

I wish this feeling was new

When I get thinking of you


[Chorus]

I'm sad as fuck

It might look like love

So why's this so tough?

Yeah, I'm sad as, I'm sad as—

Fighting too much

Not talking enough

This feeling sucks

Yeah, I'm sad as, I'm sad as, I'm sad as—


[Outro]

I'm sad as, I'm sad as—

I'm sad as, I'm sad as—