[Intro]

(This shit goin' platinum)

[Chorus]

So afraid to open up, I been like that since a child

I was always posted up, since a jit, been livin' wild

Lost my love for silly clowns and all the ones ain't with me now

And I don't give two fucks, so bitch, don't ask me how I feel about you

I got shit I did I can't speak on, I can't tell that

Tryna go to Heaven, but I pulled up in a Hellcat

.38, no Smith and Wesson, police wondering where the shells at

This Runtz, it got me numb, it's in my lungs, but you can smell that (HeartBeatz on the track)

[Verse]

These niggas out here dumb, ain't got no gun, that ain't no shooter shit

Can't beef without no funds, you really dumb, boy, that's some stupid shit

Why leave if you the one? I swear I'm done with this confusing shit

You tеachin' me to run from love again, so I'm so used to this

I'm afraid to opеn up, I stay away

I'm okay, I really ain't, but I'll be straight

I'm tired of tryin', hurtin' deep inside, my body ache

Two bustdowns, what the fuck, how I'm still late?

[Chorus]

So afraid to open up, I been like that since a child

I was always posted up, since a jit, been livin' wild

Lost my love for silly clowns and all the ones ain't with me now

And I don't give two fucks, so bitch, don't ask me how I feel about you

I got shit I did I can't speak on, I can't tell that

Tryna go to Heaven, but I pulled up in a Hellcat

.38, no Smith and Wesson, police wondering where the shells at

This Runtz, it got me numb, it's in my lungs, but you can smell that