[Verse 1]
Dear people i’ve tried to reach
Ones who seem so far from me
Imma continue to try for my comfort, stay alive
I can put on my cologne, chain, durag, and matching set
With my voice i change the tone
But you can force a connection
And you can’t change a perception
Dear people that i have reached
Ones that seem so close to me
I still feel a disconnect, everything inconsistent
Cause everything is lininng up,should be closer than we are
I can try, and try again
But you can’t force a connеction
And you can’t force redirection
[Chorus]
Maybе my standards are too high
Am i too good or too bad now?
Is it me doing everything wrong?
Begs the question
Raises the question…
[Verse 2]
Dear the one i reached maybe too far with
Only a matter of time before we caved in
Just too new, just too fast
Different ambitions and definitions on the relationship at hand
Feels like i pull muscle everytime im reaching with my hand
We both gave chance after chance
Ain’t no different circumstance
Not saying i’m always right, but i fall asleep at night not regrettin’ nun, forgettin’ nun, wait for the sun
And me, Mr. JRJ
Im so scared that just one day i’ll look back and hate myself
Forget all the things i felt
Hope I’m different by adult
So close, but can’t reach that far
With the ones i share my blood, have i even reached at all?
Got so little, but so much
One good day feel like a rush
Wonder if my heads too free, or if it’s just only me
I just take it day by day with the inner monologue i say
They think they’ve read me like a book
Right…