Released on September 16, 2023

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[Chorus]

You taught me how to hate myself

You taught me my biggest fear is myself

Got trust issues, I can't trust myself

You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth

And you don't care if I die now

I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now

Ad you do not care if I'm tied down

To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now


[Verse 1]

Plenty fish in the sea, I went and chose you

‘Cause I ain’t ever seen anyone hold you

I should’ve never made you change, I miss the old you

Now I regret you being my go to

And I feel lost again

I miss you calling me your man

I swear I did what I can

My hеarts still up in your hand

Uh, I'm sorry, I'm taking Molly

I don't wanna live to tomorrow

I'm sorry, I'm out my body

X can you please takе me out my sorrow?

Uh, I don't wanna be broken-hearted anymore

I thought you was the one, but you just another hoe

Ripped my heart out, left the blood on my clothes

Now I wish that we were never this close


[Chorus]

You taught me how to hate myself

You taught me my biggest fear is myself

Got trust issues, I can't trust myself

You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth

And you don't care if I die now

I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now

And you do not care if I'm tied down

To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now


[Verse 2]

To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now

Told me that you still love me, why you gotta lie now?

Niggas won't care about you til' you gotta lie down

I that casket, it's so hard to say bie now

And I gave you my love, I bought you that stuff

And you still don't love me, was it ever enough?

I'm taking meds to the face and you're the plug

And I can't cry no more 'cause I'm a thug

Ahh

I was right, but you still left

And you the one that taught me how to hate myself

And you the one that taught me how to hate myself

And you the one that taught me how to hate myself


[Chorus]

You taught me how to hate myself

You taught me my biggest fear is myself

Got trust issues, I can't trust myself

You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth

And you don't care if I die now

I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now

And you do not care if I'm tied down

To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now


[Verse 3]

Uh, ah, I'm sorry for what I did

But you just gotta learn that I'm just still a kid

But I just gotta learn some things I cannot fix

But I just gotta learn that I'm not meant for this

Uh, everyday I got this devil on my shoulder

He's telling me that I failed trying to hold her

And life gets tougher everytime I get older

I want you closer, but


[Chorus]

You taught me how to hate myself

You taught me my biggest fear is myself

Got trust issues, I can't trust myself

You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth

And you don't care if I die now

I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now

And you do not care if I'm tied down

To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now