[Intro]

(Taking meds to the face until I feel something)

(Well, I guess I’m taking meds forever)

(Oh) I’m sorry, I-I’m, I’m just so out of it dude

I can’t even fucking make a good song right now, man

I’m trying my best right now, I’m just fuc-, oh shit (JBZ)

[Chorus]

Taking meds to the face until I feel something

Well I’m gone be taking meds forever (Forever)

Speaking of forever, I just wanna know why you lied?

That’s how long you said we’d be together (Be together)

You don’t know how it feel

I thought drugs would make this shit better (But it don’t)

Starve myself, can’t еat a meal

I’m already dead, I’m tryna makе me deader (Make me deader)

[Verse 1]

Can’t quit now, ‘cause my job is not done

I’m taking meds to the face ‘cause I feel numb

I haven’t felt like myself in so long

I’m just starting to feel like that I’m alone

Huh, I cannot try

I’d think the only solution is suicide

But I’m too young, I can’t even say goodbye

And I don’t wanna make my mama cry

(Suicide, I’d think the only solution is suicide)

(I’d think the only solution is suicide)

(Only solution is suicide)

[Chorus]

Taking meds to the face until I feel something

Well I’m gone be taking meds forever (Forever)

Speaking of forever, I just wanna know why you lied?

That’s how long you said we’d be together (Be together)

You don’t know how it feel

I thought drugs would make this shit better (But it don’t)

Starve myself, can’t eat a meal

I’m already dead, I’m tryna make me deader (Make me deader)

[Verse 2]

Uh, I’m a lost soul

Press that block button, don’t fuck with no trolls

This just my life that I never chose

And my emotions, I can never control

Read my mind, I’m just hurt and blind

Swear I been too kind, no I’m never fine

Tell your friends about me

Go ahead and leave

Wanna murder me?

Bottle up and weep

[Chorus]

Taking meds to the face until I feel something

Well I’m gone be taking meds forever (Forever)

Speaking of forever, I just wanna know why you lied?

That’s how long you said we’d be together (Be together)

You don’t know how it feel

I thought drugs would make this shit better (But it don’t)

Starve myself, can’t eat a meal

I’m already dead, I’m tryna make me deader (Make me deader)