Therapy - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

How you doing?

Hope everything going well for you

We in this pandemic, probably overwhelming you

It's going well for me

I'm hoping more health for you

I'm just checking up on you

It's something, myself do

I need to change that cause normally I stay to myself

Plotting, scheming, dreaming, just chasing this wealth

And I don't feel that I could help

So I levitate it myself

I call my grandma sometimes

Check in on her health

I need to do it more

And do it for more people

But they don't check on me

Am I wrong or should it be equal

They know when Jay Show is on his grind like a feeblе

But I don't wanna miss you

Time, I can't repeat you

Somе might say he not hot nigga

[?]

And my bloods back, what up nigga

They freed you

They did like me with Red Durango they finally released you

I know I'm younger than you but I got some shit to teach you

Like investing, real estate, stocks, and shit

It's more to life than just the spotlights and rocks and shit

My nigga came home, four months copped him a Benz and a [?]

No more friends I got bitches if I need someone to fuck me

Well a few friends I had to leave for them to see who love me

Cause niggas was hating using jokes as a way to [?] (yea)

Drop shit and they love me

Ignore me I guess it's fuck me

But nah nigga it's fuck these niggas

I used to be bitter about support

Or lack there of

I really thought niggas was in my court

Niggas, spending multiple figures just for the sport

Knowing I rap so I was a little upset of course

Always proud, I was happy for y'all

Even though I was upset I still prayed for your safety to God

I realized my vision is only my vision alone

It's my prescription so Imma see it through in this song

Niggas say don't forget me whenever you get on

But you could come with me if you would just put on

Maybe I expect to much or don't know what a friend is

But nigga these bags coming so I can be friendless

If need be

I'm saying it loud y'all gon' need me

Cause this show here gonna be all over the tv

I'm touching M's and B's

Y'all probably don't believe me

I ain't talking Mercedes

[Bridge]

A billionaire's how I see me nigga (yea)

[Verse 2]

Show I go on

Or should I stop it there

If you couldn't tell it's me

I'm the topic here

And if you couldn't tell there's never any stopping here

My pops left and niggas act like they forgot I'm here

My main support is gone my dream supposed to be shattered

Like orange and black ones but that shit didn't matter

I kept going, still here nigga through every season

I'm two relationships from drinking

I still can't reach them

Why is that considering that I'm the hardest nigga

I understand that not a soul owes me shit so I'm gon' get it regardless nigga

I promise nigga

I hate complaining I'm not bitter

I got to tell my story being honest nigga

Imma modest nigga, stay to myself

So no one can disappoint me a lot of weight on myself

I pray to God and then I look at me and pray to myself

Cause Imma God too six-five not five-two I hated myself

I didn't even know that shit until I dug deeper

Never accepted compliments cause I didn't believe them

I swear this subconscious shit will really deceive you

How could I feel that way when I was fucking all them divas

Never an active thought and that's what's crazy

I been jiggy

Auntie Ty now call me that as a baby

I'm insecure about my music even though that shit wavy

And I never trust a woman cause of the fear that they'll play me

We are made in his image

And that is why I'm so godly

It's time for me to believe in it

This shit not a probably

If I ever did you dirty I just wanna say sorry

[Outro]

Damn

You know

I don't really get the chance to speak a lot on what's going on in my head so, this right here for me was like a therapy session

I probably ran it for a little too long, it's all good

We here

It's taking a bit longer but it's making shit stronger, yea, yea