Addicted

(Written by Juan Velazquez)

[Verse 1: Jay Rocapela]

I done called you twenty times and it seems like you don’t care

You would rather watch me hit the wall and strangle my hair

Sit on the corner as you hear my tissue tear

Blood leaks out of my heart’s empty chamber

Wylin' as I see your posted pictures

Daydreaming as I see your beautiful figure

Thinking damn I want to be with ya

But I can’t be with ya

Especially at this moment I am your worst enemy

Roses and forgiveness could be the only remedy

I can’t handle myself I need therapy

Away from the world lost in the mountains like a Cherokee

Barely, I just noticed barely

Losing you from my life could be so scary

I send a text tryna share my love

Wonder if our relationship’s something you wanna give up and

[Choras: Markez Hudson]

And I just can’t give you up baby

Even though sometimes you drive me crazy

I’ll still look you in your eyes and hold your hand

I’ll still kiss you even when it’s not planned

Doesn’t matter what people say baby

If it’s wrong to be addicted then they crazy

But it’s all good as long as you hold my hand

Sky might fall but we will still stand

[Verse 2: Jay Rocapela

There have been nights where I stare at the ceiling

And wonder if my existence really has a meaning

Then you kiss me and suddenly I’m all seeing

Even when our relationship’s at the edge of fleeing

Fleeing fleeing to me our relationship is so appealing

It’s an internal love that I find so concieling

I’m ready for action and have our emotions be revealing

I just hope that this is only the beginning

I’m just tryna stop you from walking out that door

And telling me you regret everything that we did before

I ain’t the type of man that gets on his knees

But please don’t destroy everything we’ve built baby

Look I’d never hit you across your face

And I promise I would never go past my place

No matter how much we fight I’d still caress your face

I’d rather shoot myself than give that hate a taste

(Choras)

[Bridge: Jay Rocapela & Markez Hudson]

You can be my queen, and I can be your servant

I can be your king, your eyes what I’m observin

Spread your angelic wings, your body got curves and

Give it all to me, am I really worth it

[Verse 3: Jay Rocapela]

New day new chance to show you your special

My life without you would be so dreadful

Difficult, hard, challenging, and stressful

Apocalyptic, crucial, and unrestful

Heavy hypnosis as your eyes twinkle

Damn I thank God that I’m not single

Dedicated to the most beautiful girl on Earth

God blessed you with love and beauty from birth

(Choras)