If it won’t for the music, I don't know what I would be doing

My mind I would probably be losing

I kindly influence anyone that grind they way through it

I’m calm when I do it. And hell I done really been through it

And this shit feel heavy as hell. This shit make me feel like I’m frail

I keep so much to myself. Who the fuck imma tell?

Cause when I open up it be seeming like people can’t handle the real

Or rather they don’t want to handle the real

Then they look me in my face and make promises but that shit turn to lies

Wonder if I continue to internalize, will that shit be my demise?

I need to decide. My best course of action to get peace of mind

And yes I got love for my dawgs, but if they don’t catch up

Then I’m leaving niggas behind

Straight like that

On god

I got some girls treat me like celebrity like I just hopped off the sprinter bus

And I got some homies treat me like president. If I wanted I could get him touched

Really I’m sick of the violence but it’s like these niggas want you to hit them up

And that shit Sada said so real, if my brother fall imma pick em up

We did that show up at PRIM and it won’t deep at all but I ain’t really give a fuck

Cause I remember before we ever made money off rapping we did this shit for the love

And I know some niggas who just making money off capping but that shit gone catch them up

And I got some homies been making they money of trapping pray police don't snatch em up

I’m too isolated. Its too late to change it. Been feeling alone since my adolescence

My high school, I hated. Even graduation

The money and greatness, I thought I was destined

Now I’m in college and all of my visions is failing

It feel like I ain’t been progressing

Want to quit school. I want to quit rapping. I want to quit acting

This shit is depressing

Failure is my biggest fear. And at this point my eyes, they don’t even fill up with tears

Wonder why the fuck I’m here

Giving less fucks and I’m moving more reckless

I grew up scrapping. I was with the action and now I’m just trying to suppress my aggression

Cleats and a helmet ain’t get me nowhere. That bleeding and sweating since I was eleven

But I learn my lessons and now I’m just counting my blessings

Cause I coulda been on a shirt or a motherfucking stretcher

But fuck that shit I’m making records

And life is a struggle but I will not fold under pressure

I will not let up. Keeping my foot on they neck, they can’t get up

I’m really finna start acting a ass

Tired of these niggas and bitches I’m fed up

I’ll swing on whoever. I’ll diss at whoever

These niggas talk shit but we know that I’m better

Got so many flows my shit change like the weather

My blood is so cold like that December weather

From everywhere but I’m yelling out Chedda

These boys wanna act tough and feel special

We both know that you love your bitch

Keep playing with Slick you won’t be here to tell her

I don’t fuck with pills or fuck with the soda

Cause all of that leaning will get you knocked over

I don’t fuck with gas I was never a smoker

My hoe say I’m boring cause I’m always sober

Cut from the cloth of the rarest of niggas

Y’all make me want to embarrass these niggas

These rappers is pussy. Your momma just raised a bitch with a dick. You barely a nigga

Remember last time they compared to niggas

I came back so heavy and buried them niggas

I Said What I Said and they jumped on my dick

Fuck all that shit I ain’t scared you niggas

Don’t really fuck with these parties and shit

My new bitch look like Cardi and shit

You know I had to go hard on this bitch

When they bite it, remember who started this shit

The money my bitch. Marry her. Boosting the bass. Stereo

Told y’all I had to hard on this shit

Killing these niggas. Bury them

Young nigga from the Siete Cinco

I’m out the Chedda with Cuatro Cinco

Put my Puerto Rican bitch in a Uber

She ain’t give me gato But gave me the deep throat

Bend her knees holding balls like a free throw

Don't feel like I need to tell you the rest

All on my grind and they tell me to rest

These weak niggas doing shit they gone regret

Keep on trying flex bitch. Cheat codes you get pressed

Yelling my shit motherfucking window. Slick Mode in effect bitch