[Verse 1]

Look at me, eyes are closed, look at me

I’m slipping, drowning in this Hennessey

The more I suffer, the more I dream

I torture my sorrow, I fall, I can’t move

I resist, temptations are calling, I just wanna leave

Paintings are running around me

I jump off the balcony, fantasy bleeds (UH)

I’m outta control, it’s cold, I feel like something is cutting my skin

My soul is a mine of gold, why do I look away from this shit?

Ephemeral life, we try to cheat, but time is hard to deceive

The bottom of the bottle is out of reach, I dive, I drink deep and start to see things (yeah)

I’m a rolling stone, climbing rocks, no gravity

Look at me, my Lenore, monotony, I’ve had enough

Come back to me please, reality is stabbing me, I can’t breathe

I don’t exist, I don’t exist, I don’t exist, I don’t exist, (yeah)

You don’t fuckin know, look at me now,my feelings are drunk

When I realize that I’m holding a gun, I shoot me in the face and then I reload

Tell me what the hell is going on

Tell me why I like this stupid wall

Emotions are running away from my stomach

Devil is coming, coming up

I feel my aura

It’s fighting like a soldier (UH)

Mental disorder

Brain fell off the roller coaster (UH)

And look at me, I said get closer

Look at me, c’mon stay focused

Look at me

My heart is broken, I need a kiss

Thinking ‘bout all the noes I received

Unconscious bleeds, self – esteem bleeds

Knees are bleeding, everything bleeds

Everything bleeds, everything bleeds (UH)

You don’t fucking know

I stand on a chair, I’m preparing the rope

I jump, I wake up in a sensitive world

Here people understand me, I was forlorn

It was a nightmare, night is long

I’m so afraid, I’m so wrong

I drop the glass, I regret the past

I want it more, I want it more

[Verse 2]

I’m a ghost

My spirit is wandering OOH

Veins are searching the grey light, sharp and cold

We are parallel lines, I see no love

Suicide on my mind, it’s the end of the road

I’ll reach nirvana

I know my life will be better

This is my Ayana

You’ll find my last words in a letter

In a letter I’ll trap my fears...

Now I’m bleeding…

And now I bleed

Think about all the bad things they did to me

I don’t cry cause my eyes lost the tears

A lunatic, a lunatic is on the grass, It’s me, I bleed

I wash away the pain x3 yeah

I’m floating supine in a dark place

Is this a chestnut casket?

Sooner or later we all end up here

We should enjoy the present

How many people will cry for me?

I’m sad because I’m selfish

But now it’s too late

I am, no more, flesh is now melting