Intro:

Mama I understand why you're mad

And it hurts to accept what I am

And how I live, and what I do...

The throne is soon gonna need a new leader

2 promethazine bottles with a 2 liter

This music in my soul, so I gotta have it Pops

So you gon' catch me working till my muthafucking casket drops

And it ain't droppin yet, that’s why I ain't stopping yet

So fuck it roll the weed up we just tryna get lifted

These bitches trying to hang just because a nigga gifted

I don’t need to say no names or should I get specifc?

I don’t care what you say I will forever be in my zone

Even if I die alone, I will someday take the throne

And you could be my Queen bitch, it makes sense I'm from Queens bitch

These fake ass niggas getting all up in my dreams bitch (get out)

So I poof 'em away, the coup on the way

Didn’t think that I'd get sent to the pin

Lord forgive me for my sins

Gotta story for yall niggas

The only problem is I just don’t know where to begin

Real shit I got like chapters after chapter

I would put it on this song but I rather wait for Disaster

I just think that it's worth the wait, fuck a bitch cause my music great

Roll it up when I brake it down

It's just all funny how you hate me now

On my G.O.O.D Music shit

Nobody fuckin with the clique, clique, clique

It really ain't hard to forget

Next time i'll plead the fifth

Tell my Pops I ain't no bitch

I fell to the ground and took that hit

But I got back up better

Said I couldn’t do it

Never say never

And I'm about to fucking prove it

I hope I ain't the one you blame

When this bassline blows your brain

And it hurts to know that I'm the one thats makes you ashamed

Hook:

[3x]Why you Doubt on me..

Doubt on me, Doubt on me..

My Pops and my Mom tell me that I won't make it

I put my mom through this pain I know she gots to hate it

I promise that I'll make everything better in a couple years

And you won't have to be crying cause I just can't see you in tears

Said I couldn't do it but I overpast these expectations

Marijuana keeps me stable, that’s my medication

I think addiction runs within my family

Nobody understanding me

When I say that my life is nothing like it's planned to be

Cuz I wasn’t born rich, unlike you I wasn’t born a bitch

Parents been grinding to have a better life for their sons

Makes me ashamed for all I've done and what I've become

Shoe laces tied still tripping how

So much drinking have been done I don’t know what I'm sipping now (sipping now)

The room is spinning and my face feel numb

You wouldn’t last a day in my shoes if you knew where I came from

I call this stage of life recovery

The new species of music they’ll soon discover me

People always going to talk but that ain't nothing new to me

Same shit different day but I ain't the nigga I used to be

Under rated and over looked, but that's all soon to change

With all these problems that I'm in, I'm the only one to blame

Im trying to rise up there and I've almost reached the peak

Lookin up to me cause yall six feet deep

Ask me how I do it I'll respond back like you know

Back in NY bitches call me Papi Chulo

But they know I'm dolo, hoes know I'm solo

So we could fuck again then take photos, and my life moving in slow mo

When I'm throwed of the lean I just park it on the curb

It feels soo good when I'm burning all this herb

You could say what you want but I'm a man of my word

And I ain't sayin shit till October 23rd

Outro:

And that's if I don't push it back nigga...Just like that

Cause perfection takes time

Bitch ass nigga

[Saying this ain't nothing, but it's all I need

And the peak ain't reached but the peek is all I feel

And it feels so good, It feels so good

I ain't scared of the fall]