I couldn’t fight it

Why would you ignite it

Staring into moonlight with your heart falling out on the floor

Could not look past ya

Made my heart go faster

But you don’t make me nervous anymore

That’s not a good thing

I miss when she wasn’t

Always flawless

But things are different

Why pretend

You’ll find me face down in

The deep end

Changing my mindset

I might be floating

Did she see me, face down

In the deep end

When will she notice

That I’m not floating

Why won’t you notice

I started trying

Once you started crying

Paranoid and starving

Now you’re packed walking out the door

Thought I might chase you

But I erased you

Now the world looks different from the bathroom floor

That’s not a good thing

I miss when it was

Always flawless

But things are different

I’ll pretend

You’ll find me face down in

The deep end

Changing my mindset

I might be floating

Did she see me, face down

In the deep end

When will she notice

That I’m not floating

Why won’t you notice