[Pop's Voicemails]

Aye Jared ¿que paso hijo?

Te estamos esperando

¿Puedo contar contigo?

Necesito salir hijo, apurate por favor

¿Que onda Jared, vas ha hacer otra vez las mismas pinches mamadas de dejarte denigrar por pendejos wey?

Cuando escuches este mensaje llamame pa tras. ¿okay?

Aye Jared, ¿donde y con quien hijo de su puta madre estas cabron?!

¡Contesta wey que estamos preocupados por ti pendejo!

Jared, no seas gacho hijo, por favor contestame, por favor. Okay?

[Verse]

Contradicting flaws and features

The enigma , of my demeanor

I plan to solve and answer

The dilemma , of the dreamer

To go deeper in rabbit holes

Or drop it , not get in between that

Cause the grass, that grew, in my field

Of awareness, always seemed so greener

(Shift)

Until I felt

An eager

Ego-tistical

Mystical

Fist to wall

Thirst to know

What cursed us all

To hurt our souls

And bleed out

And once I do

Be a Redeemer

And learn what Osho, Buddha

Lao Tzu and Yeshua knew

And use that Truth

To change my view

Make tunes

Fightin for freedom

Fightin demons

Feedin off the fear

To,fully forgive em

For givin "hideous , hidden

Incisions, in the back

As bad, decisions

When I was faded

Addicted and afflicted

With a split, in my jaded

Inflated

Fake self, that I hated

Tried, to escape it

But they, invaded

My sedated, cognition

Insisting, that my ,disposition

To listen , to wisdom , and live it

Was reason ,enough

For livid

Dim witted

Spirits to Send hitters

, to stiffen, and get rid of me

Putting me

In a position , to intervene

With ,the mission

To feel the beat

And fill, the blanks

With real ,shit to speak"

Typa, vibe

(Shift)

A straight up, sacrifice

To reach higher heights

For a harder fall , from despite

It's hard to fold, what I write

Like I used do with notes

Back in High ,School

Where I tried to

Make blind moves

Following idols

Seekin survival

Friends turned to rivals

Balls turned to rifles

Calls into set ups

Speaker on

, to frame the way ,I move

That he say ,she say bullshit

And I just felt, lied to

Puttin bugs in ears

Of what I do

Instigatin

Shouldn't move with player hatin

Snakes , so it's my fault

And that dark cloud

Followed me , everywhere I'd go

I know....

(Shift)

And I didn't want that vibe

I've never been, about that life

I Never claimed ,with pride to ride

And die , for those kinda ties

Made ,a paradigm

,fully aligned

With the kind of, kind

Effect In time

I want to, leave behind

Until then, we gon have to grind

I've polished the craft, the knife

And mind, to not work 9 to 5s and

If the limit, is the sky

I can't ,and won't stop flying

Cause there's ,unlimited possibilities

To shine,and help around

And Im commited to this

A livin the limitless, potential of my sound

So now....

(Shift)

Go sharpen the skill

We seek ,to quench

The thirst , for, true life

Through that

,which has appeal

And at the ,same time

Contribute, to life

, all while , It pays, the bills

And not , knowing how , to go

About it , and settle, for the

Short end , of these deals

Kills

Us deep inside

And not ,to mention

All while movin' through the field

While we battle, all these tensions

Between compassion for others

And havin' selfish ,bad intentions

Manouver through the noise

Static and fashion, that be trending

To be reckless ,mindless, heartless

And to just , not give a fuck

Until what,we wish on others

Comes back to, affect ,the ones we love

(Shift)

I've been down

I've been up

I've been right

I've been wrong

Ive been fly

I've been stuck

I've been divine

I've been corrupt

I've been high

I've been munchies satisfied

, and not too proud about

Stoopin low at times

Cause I've been hungry ,all my life

I've been this way

I've been in love

I've been betrayed

I've been set up

By people I forgave, the same day

They tried ,to fuck me up

And over

Its over

But it's not too late

Now, all I ask

Is for them,just to stay away

People that have prayed

For the day, that I lose my way

I still ,meditate

For their, peace

Out of hope

And out of faith

Out of love &

Out of Hate

Out of wrath &

Out of pain

Out for gain

For more ,of the same

You know what I'm saying?

(Shift)

Sometimes, after something different

But it don't change

In this game of life

It's the same mission, ona different day

The cravin ,for ,tasting, and gainin, sum novelty

Livin in, Pleasure Paradise, in Pain and Poverty

Cause I have , Family and Soul

But no ,private property

Run around, actin a fool

I feel ,the weight, on top of me

Out for Redemption

Ina fork road, before,its possibly

Too late , to give em heaven

Disguised as hell , sloppily

This that sloppy

, probably

What you needed

At the time it came

I peep , and hope they'll change ,like I did

They recognize, I'm not the same

To me, everything is game

But Why would I sell it, for fame?

Telling what I know, what I've done

What I've felt and , what I've seen

In the extra-ordinary ,dream

Like situations, that have been

Chapters ,in my life

Flashbacks, like

, Spielberg

Movie scenes

Leadin, to a destination

That God

Has planned out ,for me

(Shift)

I can't control ,or change the world

But I ,can change my way of being

And I can change ,my way of seeing

And I can, change the way I think

And I can change

And I will change

The essence ,that my presence brings

I can't control ,or change the world

But I can , change the way I live

And take control of how I think

I will control the way I live

And I will change the way I think

And flip the script , and give ,the gift

And I can still, keep movin forward

And leave behind, what I'll forgive

(Shift)

It serves no purpose, to dig up

The past, except to reminisce

I gotta keep on movin forward

And stay countin, how I'm blessed

(Shift)

& I can, do that

I mean , I will do that

I affirm

One letter , One word

Could change your world

And a new map

A new life, Like the snap

Of a finger ,Could just emerge

You think to kill , or take a life

Takes some nerve

What about givin birth

To the life ,you recognize

Deep down , in your heart , you deserve

Thinking that the problem

, is out there

When it's in her

It's in him ,it's in them

Listen here

Lets pretend

To not understand

And play dumb

To not ,know better

I see a scared lil child

In the, eyes, of a killer

I feel pain , and injustice

In the, heart , of liver

I see

Broken kids

Broken spirits

Broken parents

Broken mirrors

Broken marriage

Low ,percentage

Of any attempt of

Fixin, in us

Why our loved ones, gotta die

Till we recognize , The Lord's within us

Look at those ,that we despise

As windows ,but never, as mirrors

We're all cut ,from different cloths

But-from-the, same hand, holding them scissors

Movin through life, learnin to be

And grow, to make, wiser decisions

In his eyes , and the forgiveness of his heart

We're all, imperfect sinners

And we'll keep ,letting him speak

And live through us ,until we're all delivered

[Pops Voicemail]

Aye hijo, por que no me quieres contestar cocho?

Contestame por favor, dejarme saber como estas okay , ya no andes por las tardes , por favor hijo , dejame saber nada mas