[Chorus 2X]
I was down on my luck
And deep in my sin, in my sin, in my sin
Ain't know which way was up
Feelin' disgusting, rusty
One to the head
I was thinkin' now I'm about to give up
[Verse 1]
I know I'm a little different than you like
Done a little more dirt than you have in your life
And you see these tattoos like war wounds
Probably scare you just a little and it's safe to assume
That I haven't always been good and done right
Got a wild side, see it lookin' deep in my eyes
Through blood, sweat and tears barely clingin' to life
Sinkin' deep in my sorrow, suicidal lullaby
Still ringin' in my head, lookin' up to the sky
Thinkin' if Lord hear my prayer, it's gon' be aight
Cause you made for more than this and that, I believe
Just feel like I've been hiddеn like a wave open sеa
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[Verse 2]
Down out then, but now I'll be up and 'bout it
Obstacles in the way, I found my way around 'em
Pray for brighter days after livin' crazy nights
Makin' plays, howlin' at the Moon, I live a crazy life
On a highway of destruction so I switched directions
Haunted by some bad decisions so I made corrections
Haunted by the enemy so I made preparation
If they get me got some extra funds up in the family safe
So I know my family straight, took the time to stack the paper
So I know my kids and even grand kids got a plate
Life's a vapor, death and taxes be two things we can't escape
Know that when it's time for those that you gon' have to make a payment