[Verse 1]
What is even this pain that I'm feeling
What is even these thoughts that I'm getting
Do these lyrics even mean something to me?
Or am I just deceiving
There are many beliefs thrown in fire
Just to test which one lies my desires
I don't know what the Lord is waiting from me
I just can't tell if I am free
I just wish that I was better than this
Always trying so hard to get a bliss
I can barely see with this abyss
And this pain I just really can't dismiss
[Pre Chorus]
Always trying to aim to the positive
But I struggle
Always trying to aim to the positive
But I struggle
Always trying to aim to the positivŠµ
But I struggle
Always trying to aim to the positive
[Chorus]
BrokŠµn chains and broken pieces on me
Locking doors and my windows so please
Isolate the mirror 'cause I can't breathe
Shadows missing me leaving me angry (x2)
[Verse 2]
Who are even these people I'm seeing
Who are they and what they're tryna tell me
I can't tell but I think that they are angry
I'll just ignore all of these
In her eyes I can see my salvation
Is it true or just some simulation?
Should I try or just stay still so that she leaves
Or maybe just face my fears
I just wish that I was better than this
Always trying so hard to get a bliss
I can barely see with this abyss
And this pain I just really can't dismiss
[Pre Chorus]
Always trying to aim to the positive
But I struggle
Always trying to aim to the positive
But I struggle
Always trying to aim to the positive
But I struggle
Always trying to aim to the positive
[Chorus]
Broken chains and broken pieces on me
Locking doors and my windows so please
Isolate the mirror 'cause I can't breathe
Shadows missing me leaving me angry (x2)