Enlightened

At least I think I am

Doing better at handling shit again

I just have to tell myself I can

That it’s all part of a master plan

I ate the poison root to try and seek the the truth

But just subconsciously thought of you in every organism within my view

Perception’s always traced to you

I never wanted to fall out of touch with you

And although I already know the truth

I never wanted to

Disrupt the norm

I want to reign instead

I wanna see someone in royal ways again

I wanna find something charming in me

But there are things not meant to be

Surrounded by the closest friends I love

Saying my reasons for not giving up

I don’t have to think of dignity right now

I’m just trying to shed dead parts in myself

I never wanted to fall out of touch with you

And although I already know the truth

I never wanted to

I never wanted to

I never wanted to fall out of touch with you