[Verse 1]

Feeling all this vertigo

This path i don't know where it goes

I'm trynna' cleanse my soul cus' I'm just thinking that it hurts you most

Running out of second chances, done with all the downward glances

Running out of bad romances

Jealous of the man she fancies

In my mind this fucking ride

It never sides with all my might

My minds running around the place

I never think with a bright light

Like all the time I reminisce like "OMG REMEMBER THIS?"

I do it in the future and I'm screaming that I'm dreaming this

Had a fucking baby daughter, so I thought she's on the way

I lost that daughter, man I sorta' had the worst B'day

Like Jakey boy let's celebrate, but man I'll fucking demonstrate

How to lose my mind and fucking lose it yeah you better wait

But how could I be sad?

I would never have a better day

Cus' all the days with Amy are the best so you better slay

Holy fuck what did you say? I ain't gon' play you always straight

Jades Green eyes, thick ass yeah you better stay

[Verse 2]

Now I'm always self loathing

Hate myself I get to roasting

If i could, I'd ghost myself

An afterlife is what I'm hoping

Hope is slippin

Now im smoking

Hope your joking

Now im choking

Put me on the right path

Man my mind is thought provoking

Listen to the competition can you hear them?

Yeah!

They're just talking shit right now, who is it?

It's Bev, I don't need promotion or commotion im the best

Had a DM from a big rapper he said he's so impressed

So, I don't give a fuck how this sounds im a mess

Yeah, you can say your shit, say it with your chest

The matter of the fact is that in the fucking West

No rapper can contest cus' all these floors they'd be swept